old PIXIV no longer there

now this is really frustrating. PIXIV which is the motherland of outstanding artists, which has its own illustration collection books printed and highly popular, which used to inspire me so much...

why do you have only 3 types of indie art now?

exact copies of anime or manga freeze frames, paintings done as if by 5-year old children, and R-18

Asada Hiroyuki, you... damn... ~ where???

problem #1

vol. 15 has been released on October 4th or 5th. nobody seems to have scanned it, though scanning the previous volume only took a few days for those who did it. I wonder if this means I will have no vol. 15... T___T JAC is also claiming to have no raws

if you want your interest and imagination stirred up in vain - you can have a look at the preview here

problem #2

from what I get, chapters from 60 to 67 have been published already in Jump SQ. nobody seems to take the responsibility to scan them regularly. what can we get?
well, the chapter published in November Jump SQ can be found at raw hunters - though 'tis numbered #60 there, which is wrong
Jump SQ issue for December can be found here
comic zip has a lot of magazine scans, including JumpSQ with Tegamibachi

January issue of Jump SQ seems to have NO tegamibachi chapter. am I wrong? at least raw-hunters full volume here does not have it. I wonder if Asada-sensei took a break like other mangakas do sometimes? I really need to read his blog more attentively

problem #3

I really want Asada-sensei's illustration collections! and all I could find is photos of the artbooks in Nattoli's blog. some of the pictures from Tegamibachi used in 'Shine' artbook can be found in Minitokyo Tegamibachi section but 'Water' artbook with illustrations for other works seems unreachable to me...

problem #4

if only I were in Japan now!!! >___<

translation. 'yogorechimatta kanashimi ni' by Nakahara Chuuya ~ and there is nothing to add

found it within chapter 19 vol 6 of Tegamibachi on mangafox

汚れちまった悲しみに

汚れちまった悲しみに
今日も小雪の降りかかる
汚れちまった悲しみに
今日も風さえ吹きすぎる
　
汚れちまった悲しみに
たとえば狐の皮衣
汚れちまった悲しみは
小雪のかかってちぢこまる
　
汚れちまった悲しみは
なにのぞむなくねがうなく
汚れちまった悲しみは
倦怠のうちに死を夢む
　
汚れちまった悲しみに
いたいたしくも怖気づき
汚れちまった悲しみに
なすところもなく日は暮れる

In the stained sadness

In the stained sadness 
The light snow is falling on me today, as ever
In the stained sadness
The wind is blowing strong, too

In the stained sadness
The fox's fur coat, for example
In the stained sadness
Curls itself up because of the light snow

Stained sadness is
When one hopes for nothing and wishуы for nothing
Stained sadness is
When in languor one dreams of death

In the stained sadness
One is pathetic, seized with fear
In the stained sadness
The day comes to its end without anything happening