loving someone makes us vulnerable. loving something is the same
you expect it to be published on the 23rd, then you expect it to be scanned and to be uploaded on 26th, but it is not. you hope until 28th, you endure until 30th, you finally put up with the fact that you have no raws this month on 31st, but then...
probably everyone knows that in order to get something one wants badly one has to give up entirely - and then it comes down into his hands like manna from heaven. too bad to those of you who do not speak Russian, as you do not know what the 'law of meanness' is, though Sod's Law would be close
after reading 15 original volumes and being able to read raw LaLa for 3 months, being forced to read translation this month seems like a sacrilege
before the chapter comes out life has no meaning because you are all anticipation. after you have read it life has no meaning because you are all exhaustion
there are works that entertain you and you feel sad when they end because you no longer have your fun and joy. there are works that inspire you and when you finish them you feel pain because they were so beautiful and perfect. there are works that make you think over something deep and philosophical, and when you finish them you are somewhat depressed but then you feel lightness because you understood something important
and finally there are things that have become your daily bread supporting your existence. what are you supposed to do when you finish them?
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